when my heart is damage,
i know that my purple first-aid kit is around.

when my eyes are flooded with tears,
i know that my purple umbrella is around.

=) with love.

edited at 5.30pm.



what happen now?
you used to be very sweet,
though, u still are,
you are not the sweetest.

what happen now?
you used to answering my calls
so, i assumed you always have your phone near you.
BUT now, even if the phone near you,
sometimes, you just ignore.

what happen now?
non-stop messages used to be beeping on my phone
even when the phone line got cut off accidentally,
but now you don't
somehow, you just thought that i'll be calling back
when even at times, i don't feels like.

what happen now?
you used to ask about my well being,
even if it was the slightest.
& now, when i sulken,
you walk away
& carry on with what you plan
& hope that everythings going to be alright

what happen now?
you used to come by when you are around the corner
even if you got somethings going on,
you just don't feel like going away
(though, u did eventually)
but now,
you call to know if i want you presence
& when you came,
you no longer put the same old full attention to me.

what happen now?
somehow you prove you quote right
"GUYS TEND TO NEGLECT WHEN THEY ACHIEVE SOMETHING"

what happen now?
what's happening to all your relationship you people out there?
well...
from a girl point of view,
i say
"YOU GUYS MAKE WE GIRLS THINK THAT YOU CAN DO THESE & THAT AT THE TIME YOU ARE WOOING US; SO DON'T SAY WE ARE TOO EMOTIONAL & PUTTING OUR HOPES UP HIGH. WE JUST WANT THE OLD THINGS BACK. WE GIRLS ARE SENTIMENTAL SPECIES. SO, PLEASE!"

this post is up not because i don't appreciate you; this is my feelings. nonetheless, ISLU.

6/5days VS 1/2day
irrational being too emotional?

i know where i stand,
but i'm weak.







hey hey...
i just had my lunch break..& well, i guess i didnt update for quite a long time...was busy looking for full time jobs & some other activities...

now...i'm working....in NUS...but temporarily, until 20th april...=) my job nature is like a data entry job...but i need to be very careful as i'm dealing with student admission...hmm...

haiz...been trying to get thru my darling Fyz handphone...couldnt get him thru his house phone too...haiz...i just longed to hear his voice...sayang, hope we are able to meet up this coming saturday...! its my guardian pay day anyway!(for you guys info, i have yet to quit guardian!will be working there on sundays only...)

gtg now...wanna have my rest before starting out my job again...take care...!

p/s: i ___ to meet you. ISLU.

Hmm...Jo(top) & Mashafiz(bottom) sleeping...wake up lah...!morning liao!

Wahliao...!Ai Jie, whose thin long feet is this?!?hmm...

Jing Kai...he is one of the chinese guy that I'm close with...i can say 2nd closest chinese guy...

Ai Jie...we were the only 2 girls when we were in the same class in year 1 & 2...=)

so guys, when is the next meet up? graduation day huh? anyway, best of luck for the results..!

Baby...
i just want you to know, even if I am angry about a fact at a particular time, i will always think about it again....
all i need from you is just not to lie to me...
because at the end of the day i will always tell myself:
"the bitterness in a truth is better than the sweetness in a lie".
so please, don't lie to me again; not anymore. it hurts more that u lied than knowing the truth.
just remember that life is not to choose the good or the evil, it's about to choose the good between two evils. =)







Missing someone...
Can't wait to meet that someone;
this Friday.
=)



Watch this 8-oscar-winner-movie!!! yesterday was kinda last minute thing...luckily Fyz was able to make it..thanks sayang...=)

Today...going to Pasir Ris for chalet...hmmm...wondering what food will be there...hmm...(tahu nk makan je...hmm..)

update soon...!