Saturday, September 24, 2005, 9:32 AM
A year already
Today is my 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend…!
My message to him:Happy 1 year anniversary! I know that we’ve been through a lot of troubles & problems but we still make it. I hope we stay forever. Remember…’Nana&Apit 4eva&4always’…I love you…I love you…I love you…I love you & only you…
From Stranger To Friends To Lover
I walked alone one evening
Then I saw one of my school friends, M
I called him
He turns & also did you
I walked with him at the back
And you walked with your other friend in front
When I wanted to go home
My friend called me
Saying that you wanna know me
After being friends with you
M made some bad stories about you
At first I believed in what he said
And stop contacting you
Days replaced week
Weeks replaced month
I missed you more & more
Due to that
I started contacting you once again
When we started contacting
You introduced me to your friend
Your friend seems to wanting me to be his lover
But I just ignored him
One day, when we were talking
You said that your friend was a replacement
Whenever you were busy
I tried to say that no one could replace you
But the words just can’t come out
I then realized
I had fallen in love with you
I tried to keep my feeling a secret
But whenever we talked to each other
I tried giving you hint
At first you didn’t understand
But you finally did
Then I started feeling ashamed
Because I feel that the feeling is one-sided
Minutes past
Your friend said that he wanted me to be his lover
But I turn him down
And said sorry to you
Because I was afraid that your friend would ignore you
You asked why but I kept quiet
At night, you told me to forget about you
And told me to have some sympathy towards your friend
I felt that my heart had broken into pieces
I cried & cried
Then I received one message from you
You told me the truth
You said that you also felt the same way
But something in the message which was so hurting
Although you felt the same way
You still want me to forget about you
Because you were afraid that you would lose a friend
I then reply
“If I love some one, I won’t love his friend”
The next day, the three of us, your friend, you & me, meet
To solve our problem
When everything has settled
Your friend soon understand that my love is only for you
That night you asked me to be your lover
Due to love, I accept you
We contact each other daily
Even though we seldom meet
Our love stands strong
I really hope that our love would last forever
Don’t ever have lies in this love
Don’t ever have secrets in this love
Hopes are built
Lets make our hope come true
Even though I don’t know why you are the one I love
And still looking for the answer
I believe that my love is only for you
I believe that my love for you is forever
But if one day we have to go separate ways
Please don’t forget about me
Please don’t have revenge on me
Maybe it’s have been written from the beginning
[always&forever nana&apit]
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