Guess wad i get dis week...friends of my school...i noe u noe abt this already...but i juz haf 2 make this announcement...I JUZ GOTTEN MYSELF A NOKIA 7260....!!!!
May sound a bit lame...but i'm juz toooo happy...!!!
Friends...i noe that u're quite jelous...but toooo bad....i got it...

Abt my sayang....we seem to have a hard tym talking to each other dis week coz i'm quite bz with school stuff...but at least we gat the chance to meet each other on the 24 jan...which is our 4 months anniversary...i juz hope we'll laz 4eva...about me being bz...i think i should do sumting abt it to make him involve with my activities...but usually there's some problems...but it's ok...i'll try to make him involve without any problems rise...[Sayang...i miz u sooo much...]






I've recieve $300 today...i've plan to spend tat money on a new & affordable handphone...& also a new diskman...at first i have a hard tym finding new & affordable phone but guess wad i found wen i open my mail box??? My mom receive a letter which contain handphone voucher...the new & latest Nokia for only $208...!!! She gave tat voucher to me....I'm soooo glad...now i dun have to have a hard tym to find a new & affordable phone...as for the diskman...i'll buy local brand...not sure which one...either Akira on Enzer...

I can wait for next week to buy both things....hehe...
Friends out there especially to Syasya...dun get jelous ok...
To all muslim especially to my family & friends Happy BELATED Hari Raya Aidil Adha!!!




Everybody seems to be far from me...
Its seems that i'm going through a mess...
But i'm not sure if its true...
Now, my life seems to be in the song 'Welcome To My Life' by Simpleplan...
"to be hurt, to be lost, to be left out in the dark"...
"u might think i'm happy but i'm not gonna be ok"...
I juz wish that i can make everything right juz lyk laz tym...
But i'm not sure if i can...
Maybe i should juz tell them wad i'm going through...
But i'm still thinking of it...

[u might not understand wad i mean yet...more update will be up abt this...& u will finally understand wad i'm talking abt now]








YEAH...TODAY IS THE 1ST DAY OF MADRASAH...THE 1ST CLASS MATE I SAW WAS HISHAM...HE SMILED & WAVED AT ME & OF COZ I SMILED & WAVED BACK...*HEHE*...EVERYTHING WAS SO FINE UNTIL MY CLASS ENDED...I LOOKED FOR MY SHOES BUT IT'S GONE!!! NOT ONLY MINE BUT ALSO SOME OF THE STUDENT'S & MY FRIEND'S TOO...BUT AT LEAST MY FRIEND IS OK COZ HER FATHER FETCH HER FROM SCHOOL...WHEN I PLAN TO BORROW THE SCHOOL'S SHOE...I SAW MY FRIENDS SHOE & I CALLED HER...SHE TOLD ME TO WEAR IT FIRST & BRING IT BACK NEXT WEEK...I WAS SO FRUSFRATED & HAD NO MOOD...AS WALKED TO THE BASSTOP I SAW FAUZI...HE USED TO STARED AT ME IN CLASS AS WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS LAST YEAR & I'M RELIEVE THAT HE'S NO MORE MY CLASSMATE...OK...JUZ NOW AS WALKING HE WAS STARING AT ME TOO...I JUZ SMILED & HE SMILED BACK WITH QUITE A WIDE ONE...HAIZ...
TODAY...I'M JUZ SO FRUSFRATED...FROM WAD HAD HAPPENED IN SCHOOL...& U KNOW WAD I'M TYPING THE ABOVE FOR THE SECCOND TYM...!!!!!!!!!!!
TILL DEN...MORE UPDATE WILL BE POST SOON.....




Aku berjalan seorangan suatu petang
Bertemu pula dengan sahabat sekolah
Aku memanggilnya
Kemudian dia menoleh dan juga engkau
Kau berjalan dengan kawanmu di hadapan
Aku pula berjalan dengan sahabatku di belakang
Bila ku hendak pulang
Kawan ku memanggil ku
Kerna kau hendak berkenalan dengan ku
Apabila sudah menjadi sahabat
Sahabat sekolahku pula membuat cerita tentang dirimu
Mulanya aku terpedaya dengan kisah itu
Dan berhenti menghubungi dirimu
Tetapi hari berganti minggu
Minggu berganti bulan
Aku makin merindui mu
Kerna rindu
Aku menghubungimu kembali
Bila kita sudah kembali berhubung
Kau perkenalkan diriku dengan kawanmu
Kawanmu bagai hendak diriku menjadi kekasihnya
Tetapi aku langsung tidak mengandahkannya
Suatu hari semasa kita sedang berbual
Kau mengatakan bahawa kawanmu adalah peganti dirimu
Semasa kau sedang sibuk
Aku cuba mengatakan bahawa kau tiada pegantinya
Tetapi entah megapa kata-kata itu tidak berdaya untuk keluar
Kemudiah aku sedar
Aku telah jatuh cinta kepada kau
Aku cuba merahsiakan tetapi setiap kali kita berbual
Aku cuba memberi kau petanda
Mulanya kau tidak mengerti
Akhirnya kau mengerti jua
Kemudian timbul rasa malu
Kerna ku rasa aku bagai bertepuk sebelah tangan
Beberapa minit kemudian
Kawanmu mangatakan yang sebenar
Bahawa dia hendak menjadikanku kekasihnya
Tetapi aku menolak dirinya
Dan aku meminta maaf daripadamu dahulu
Kerna takut kalau esokan hari kawan mu tidak melayan dirimu
Engakau bertanya mengapa tetapi aku berdiam sahaja
Pada malamnya kau menyuruh diriku melupakan dirimu
Kerna kau kasihan terhadap kawanmu itu
Hatiku bagaikan dihempas ke batu
Aku menangis tidak terhenti-henti
Kemudian aku menerima suatu mesej dari engkau
Kau mengatakan yang sebenar
Kau pun memendam rasa yang sama terhadapku
Tetapi ada sesuatu dalam kandungan mesej itu yang sangat memilukan
Walaupun engkau memendam rasa yang sama
Engkau tetap menyuruhku melupakan dirimu
Kerna takut kalau putus persahabatan dengan kawanmu
Aku membalas mesejmu dengan mengatakan
“kalau I dah sygkan seseorg, I tak akan sygkan kawannya”
Esokan hari kita bertiga, aku, kau dan kawanmu, bertemu
Untuk menyelesaikan masalah kita bertiga
Bila masalah sudah selesai
Dan kawanmu itu mengerti bahawa cintaku hanya untukmu
Dia tidak lagi merayu-rayu
Malamnya engkau meminta ku menjadi kekasihmu
Kerna cinta aku menerimamu
Kita saling menghubungi setiap hari
Walaupun kita tidak selalu bertemu muka
Cinta kita tetap teguh
Aku sangat berharap cinta kita akan kekal
Kekal untuk selama-lamanya
Jangan pernah ada dusta di antara kita
Jangan pernah ada rahsia di antara kita
Impian sudah dibina
Jangan lah engkau sia-sia kan diriku
Buatkan lah impian kita menjadi nyata
Walaupun aku masih tidak tahu mengapa engkau yang ku cinta
Dan masih mencari jawapannya
Aku yakin cintaku hanyalah untukmu seorang
Aku yakin cintaku untukmu adalah untuk selama-lamanya
Tetapi jika kita tiada jodoh
Janganlah engkau melupakan diriku
Dan janganlah engkau berdendam terhadap diriku
Kerna mungkin telah tetulis dari azali

[the english version will be post soon]




3RD OF JAN IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...MEET MY FRIENDS...& KNOW MY WHO MY TEACHERS ARE...HAIZ...MY MATH & PHYSICS TEACHER IS STILL MR VIJAY...ALL I CAN EXPECT TO GET FROM HIM IS JUZ MMMMOOORRREEE HOMEWORK....!!! WELL THE CHAIRMAN OF THE CLASS IS ME...HEHE...AFTER SCHOOL ENDED ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...MY BOYFRIEND IS WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE SCHOOL...HEHE...:-)

4TH OF JAN...MY CHEMISTRY TEACHER SAID THAT THE BOOKS BOUGHT BY MY CLASS IS WRONG & ASK US TO CHANGE OUR BOOK...UNFORTUNATELY I CAN'T CHANGE MY BOOK COZ I ALREADY WROTE MY NAME IN THE BOOK...F**K THAT UNTIE THAT IN CHARGE OF TH SCHOOL BOOKSHOP BUT LUCKILY I HAVE THE RIGHT BOOK FROM HANAFIE...

ON THE 5TH...DURING D&T...I GOT TO KNOW THAT THE THEME IS TRANSPORTATION...I WONDER WAD I SHUD DO FOR THIS YEAR PROJECT...HAIZ...WHY SOOOO HARD???

6TH JAN...AFTER SCHOOL THERE'S CCA RECRUITEMENT...WELL IT'S EZ TO ATTRACT THE SEC 1 TO JOIN THE CCA...BUT IT'S TIRING LAH COZ IT ENDED ABT 5.30PM & THERES A LOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO...HAIZ..LUCKILY ONLY 1 OF THEM NEED TO BE HANDED UP THE FOLLOWING DAY...BUT IT;S ENGLISH COMPREHENSION...HAIZ...

7TH JAN...I'M SOOOO LUCKY TODAY IS FRIDAY!!!! BUT TOO BAD...I GOT A LOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO...BUT IT'S OK...NOT ALL THE WORK IS TO BE HANDED UP BY MONDAY...BUT I TINK I BETTA GET IT FINISH EARLY IN CASE I HAVE SUDDEN THINGS TO DO...HAIZ...TODAY I CAN'T STOP SINGING MISS YOU BY WESTLIFE...I JUZ MIZ MY CARING LOVELY BOYFRIEND...& HE'S A BIT UNWELL TODAY...I JUZ HOPE HE GET WELL SOON...! HERE COMES MY MEDCINE JUZ FOR HIM..."MUACKS...MUACKS...MUACKS!"...HEHE...

WELL...TILL THEN MORE UPDATES COMING UP SOON...BYE...!!