btw...
happy 22nd bday apit (my ex)...
haiz...
i like have no way of contacting him...
he said that he's no longer using his hp...& his house phone had changed...
but we are still in contact..as in like he uses his friend's hp to msg me...haiz...
but there's one thing i'm sick of...
kept on asking abt me...& when i ask abt him, he just answer don't know..
...& then, got to know he's getting engange...heard it's on 17 may...
well..best of luck with the new babe...



NEW skin...
hmm...
skin changes as mood changes, i guess...
well, skin will change again when the mood change again..
haha...
take care everyone...
& take care of those people you care too...
oh shit...
i'm starting to crap!!!
gd nite...=)



hey bitch..
craving for attention huh?
craving for comfort after a loss huh?
haiz..
he just don't care...



(in life,
sometimes u go blind.)

things are just so easy;
but i don't seem to get it.

(haiz..why?)



14th feb...
was out at vivo..
watched UNDERWORLD..(so,what's next?)
movie was at 6.05pm...
great movie...
after movie,
sat at STARBUCKS...
really had quality talk...
really had a great time that evening..!=)



just now, thursday's tutorial was brought backward to today after lecture..i was not told..hmm..how sad..i had plans with dear Fyz and his handphone's batt has gone low...so, i thought that i can't go for the tutorial as it starts at 12 and i'm suppose to meet up with him at 12.15...but thank God, he was at the meeting place at 12...so i told him abt the tutorial...& he told me to go & he wait for me at e-fac...so, we went up t12 level 2 (where my tutorial is being held) & thought that he will go up to level 6 at t14...but he entered my tutorial lesson!!!haiz...my classmate goes like "tak perlu eh..."..etc...

he didnt sat beside me...he joined some of my classmates who are also his soccer mate..my lecturere started out "haa...we got a new student in class.."...so Fyz goes "hope u don't mind me in class but if u do, i go"...i think my lecturer didn't here that & started calling Fyz as Rahman...haha!...& because of that, Rahman got an attendance...so, Fyz just acted as Rahman, followed the lesson along, answering a tutorial question....haha...padan muka...erk...then, of coz he would answer it wrongly, my lecturer said something like "haa...rahman...never come class right...go study ur work..."...haha...some of my classmate also said something like "ya-lah rahman...go study ur work lah!" when actually they know who he is...haha...

some of my classmate was like.."wah! rahman goes for plastic surgery huh?", "then, he go tanning huh?", "after that, go for lasik huh?", "rahman go perm his hair huh?"...haha...i guess u understand how different rahman & Fyz is and know how rahman look like...hmm...

btw, rahman is my class rep who has been missing from class....that is why even some lecturer don't know who he is...haiz...

thanks Fyz for making my LAST tutorial class a fun and funny one...!haha...



Wants.


Needs.

-too much to say.haiz.



Whooo....
Tmr is the last monday that i will be studying in school...so, the more the end is nearing, the more things to submit...haiz...

some of the things that had been done and over with...

1. QR miniproject
2. TNP presentation
3. TNP report
4. EMI/EMC labtest

some of the things that is dued this coming week...

1. ICT lab assignment
2. TNP written test

hmm...but then, after this coming week, i have to prepare myself with EXAMS!!!

1. 18th -EMI/EMC
2. 20th-QR
3. 27th-ICT

so, friends, if i cant get back to ur call &, guys, if i dun update, do understand...

hmm...apart from all this rush, i did have some fun getting to know some NTU courses at Suntect last-last saturday and last saturday, went down to NTU to attend the SPMS open house...hmmm..btw, SPMS is School of Physics & Mathematical Science...

this coming saturday, planning to watch Underworld...haiz...(waiting for Transformer but only in June)...

got to finish up report....taking care!

i'm just annoyed, sadden, frustrated, and all kind of mix feelings when people don't buy my advice. i realise that i have no power to control one's life, but when an advice is given, and there is no argument that the advice is bad, one should take the advice to considerations. well, a promise made & i still wonder when it ever get fulfilled. i would not want to see the change just because of the minor thing but i guess those minor things that can make a great change.

till the time when the care has gone, please don't tell me to shut up. i'm not a living doll which just see you do the same 'mistake' over and over again, and could only keep my thoughts to myself.

but, it's your life. you know yourself well. you know how to lead your life better.

i'm still here.