To Fyz with love,
(Rela Setia by Didicazli)

Termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
tak mampu ku melupakan
walau kian kehilangan
kerna ku terlalu ingin kan untukmu
riang berkekalan rela ku berlalu
walau mungkin tak termampu

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu
selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin akan ku kesali
kerna hidup mu kian bererti

Tak mungkin mudah kau mengerti
tak ingin saling di lukai
kedaifan ini
menjadi penghalang sanubari

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin daku kesali
kerna hidup mu kian bererti

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu
menyintai mu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu
menyintai mu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
moga kau mengerti
bila nadi ku terhenti



Whee....yesterday, 17 Nov is my darling Fyz's birthday....




Kini,
Harus aku menjaga kata-kata
kerana kekadang disalah tafsirkan intonasiku.
Berkata secara general
namun, ada yang fikir itu tentangnya.
Being random and straight foward
has also became wrong.
Gerak-geri dan tingkah-laku harus juga ku jaga
ditakuti jika mengganggu ketenangan orang.

Namun,
Aku hanya manusia biasa
Seperti Engkau, Dia dan Mereka
Tidak lepas dari salah dan silap
Walau telah ku cuba mengelakkannya

Hendak ku lari
Menjauhkan diri
daripadamu
Agar tidak ada hubungan
Dengan orang sekelilingmu
Tapi aku tak bisa
Engkau pun tahu

Bicaralah kasih.....

Inilah rintihan hatiku
Yang kebingungan dan serba salah.



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NurAmarina, (since everyone knows, so might as well just state your name...)

hmm...if u really don't want to fight with me, then why the hell u tag back? need more publicity izzit? as i said...i was puzzeled that's why i question...so, i did some clarification with my darling Fyz...so if there's any wrong info being stated here its not my fault...i wrote what i've been told...no stories created...well..if u know that this is a private problem, u wouldnt have tagged in the first place...u could just confronted me...taging at my blog kinda kental..(sounds familiar huh?)...btw...i didn't even ask if ur dear rizal is jealous or not...i don't need that...& well, i know who rizal is to Fyz...who rizal is to Fyz's bro...need not tell me anything...

btw...just because u thought that the post is about u, u want to make it big?please don't ASSUME! i was talking about things in genaral...please contact Fyz for clarification...coz i guessed he lead you to the wrong idea..thanks...











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to pfft. aka NurAmarina...
u may feel that i'm refering to you in that post..but please don't ASSUME...just becoz things happened btwn the 3 us, i would blog it...?the only thing that i blog that really refers to u is the 'Her truthfulness'...i'm not even making any speculations...don't ASSUME...well..jealously there are but i'm not a dumb brat to buang marah at my blog...some things happened btwn me & him the day before...that's why i was rather akward that u guys met..if u realise this blog is more of my & his love stories...hmm...i'm not even assuming that there is anyone out there that tries to ruin my & his relationship...though there are, but i don't have to care coz i trust him...btw, i don't want to confront you regarding this small matter coz i dont think it's worth the time...

you might be seeing that the word ASSUME is in bold & capitalise...wanna know why?hmmm...u assume things from the start..den at the end you told me not to ASSUME....!!!wth. LOL.

YOU TALK IT, I LIVE IT, YOU'RE JEALOUS, JUST ADMIT IT.



wah! i just came back...

went shopping with darling Fyz...

actual plan was just to collect my new specs...hmm
(i lost my old specs last week=(winston said he saw me with specs last friday when we were in library...btw, winston is darling Fyz's classmate & FYP group member)

...& to have our 'lunner' together

...& to buy a new pair of shoes for myself for this saturday...

then, after buying my shoes, we went window shopping...

after window shopping-ing, darling Fyz thought of buying his smart suit for his interview roleplay on one of his module next thursday...

went to Bossini, Man Master, & more....then, ended up at John Little...

help him up with the long sleeves shirt, tie & belt...(didnt buy pants & shoes coz he oredi have it)...total for that all 3 items is $56...woah...that's quite cheap right...hmm...=)

then, we window shopping again & went home...

gtg now, tmr i start school at 8....& i'm oredi very sleepy...bye...nitez




His Insensitivity. I still can believe u did that at that moment of time.

My confusion. I don't mind us in this state of life; but keep it clear to all.

His unlogic-thinking. I may not know her well; but doesn't you, as a 2nd-hand message reader, question the situation..?

Her truthfullness. Why should you be getting that kind of message? Are you even telling the truth?

His maturity. I like the way you suggest; but words should always be accompanied by actions. Your maturity makes me think mature-ly, it's true.

My patience. Everyone has their own level of patient; its up to each individual to control the level. Sometimes the situations really test me; & I just can't take it but to blow up.