Can’t believe dat I need to be in school during this holiday…from Monday to Wednesday…wad a tiring holiday I got & guess wad…I have not even finish my math & chem…& have not started my malay…haiz…I’m becoming lazy & naughty…*hehe* …I met my sayang on Monday…he juz bought a new phone…Yeye…!!!! [u noe I have always be wanting him to haf his phone back…hehe…]…

On Thursday & Friday I went to my grandma house to have Koran reading…& tmr…I’m going to Malacca…to have a holiday for juz 1 day…luckily its 1 day if not I’ll be missing my sayang soooo much…hehe…this Sunday, my sayang will be bringing me to the cinema…we plan to watch “Son Of The Mask” but we’ll see…[I’ll tell u guys abt that nxt week…]









Last saturday...i had a great tym @ a sajak workshop @ Hougang Sec...i met new frens...found new talent...haha...gain experience with other school and some NUS students...at the end of the workshop...my sayang was waiting for me @ Hougang mrt station....

On sunday...i had some disagreement wif my fren boifriend....(so sori ct...)...well sunday was a plain day for me...

On monday...i had english test...the test was quite ok coz i had done the passage last year...monday was quite a boring day...haiz...

On tuesday...i meet my sayang after school coz he need my book to do his project...haha...luckily i took design & technology....haiz...joshua saw me....!!!!

On Wednesday...i have dnt test...waliou!!! it was sooooo hard!!!!

On thursday...nothing special happened...juz dat i called my sayang at nyt...

On Friday...going home...i took the same bus with my ex...he told me if someone ask who is my ex...dun answer...but if someone ask how many ex i have...den i answer...i juz dun understand y he said dat...haiz...den @ 3pm...i meet my sayang to finish up his project...

It seems dat i have a normal week...but out of all...i only have 3 hw for the holidays....haha...& i often meet my sayang dis week..haha...









I walked alone one evening
Then I saw one of my school friends, M
I called him
He turns & also did you
I walked with him at the back
And you walked with your other friend in front
When I wanted to go home
My friend called me
Saying that you wanna know me
After being friends with you
M made some bad stories about you
At first I believed in what he said
And stop contacting you
Days replaced week
Weeks replaced month
I missed you more & more
Due to that
I started contacting you once again
When we started contacting
You introduced me to your friend
Your friend seems to wanting me to be his lover
But I just ignored him
One day, when we were talking
You said that your friend was a replacement
Whenever you were busy
I tried to say that no one could replace you
But the words just can’t come out
I then realized
I had fallen in love with you
I tried to keep my feeling a secret
But whenever we talked to each other
I tried giving you hint
At first you didn’t understand
But you finally did
Then I started feeling ashamed
Because I feel that the feeling is one-sided
Minutes past
Your friend said that he wanted me to be his lover
But I turn him down
And said sorry to you
Because I was afraid that your friend would ignore you
You asked why but I kept quiet
At night, you told me to forget about you
And told me to have some sympathy towards your friend
I felt that my heart had broken into pieces
I cried & cried
Then I received one message from you
You told me the truth
You said that you also felt the same way
But something in the message which was so hurting
Although you felt the same way
You still want me to forget about you
Because you were afraid that you would lose a friend
I then reply
“If I love some one, I won’t love his friend”
The next day, the three of us, your friend, you & me, meet
To solve our problem
When everything has settled
Your friend soon understand that my love is only for you
That night you asked me to be your lover
Due to love, I accept you
We contact each other daily
Even though we seldom meet
Our love stands strong
I really hope that our love would last forever
Don’t ever have lies in this love
Don’t ever have secrets in this love
Hopes are built
Lets make our hope come true
Even though I don’t know why you are the one I love
And still looking for the answer
I believe that my love is only for you
I believe that my love for you is forever
But if one day we have to go separate ways
Please don’t forget about me
Please don’t have revenge on me
Maybe it’s have been written from the beginning...



Sorry for posting this late...

[FiZ-RuL]



On 28 Feb…I get my o level maths result…(special case lah…)…tat afternoon…in the hall…I went to look for Zul but I can’t find him…I tot that he went home already coz the result had been release when I came …then, when the 18 of us settle down to receive our result…I saw I group of ex-sec 5 students strolling in…one of the is Zul …I was relieved tat I was not late to say my last good-bye to him…then the result for the 18 of us was release by my teacher…I cried…I got a B3 & I know tat I need to re-take my maths …haiz…I cried & cried even after being comfort by my friends, Banun & Irah…the I realize tat Zul had went down…then I realize tat I lost the opportunity to say my last good-bye to him & even to know his result…but fortunately when I went to the canteen …I saw him and ask how he did for his o level…looking at his result…he then say tat he’s going to Ngee Ann Poly…then he went off…juz lyk tat…I dun even haf the chance to say good-bye…but then when going home…he took the same bus as me…he told me tat he’s going to take mechanical engineering course…b4 I alight from the bus…finally, I said my last good-bye…(coz probably I guess tat I wud not be seeing him again…)

On 1st March…I got to know from my sayang tat a gal from his Quran reading class looked lyk me…even his younger bro said tat…hmmm…I wonder why there are gal looking lyk me …this is the second tmy he saw gals looking lyk me… I’m beginning to get afraid…wad if one day my sayang saw her doing sumting bad and he tot it’s me??? Hope nothing wud happen…I juz wish…

On the 2nd…I meet my sayang …at first when I went out of the school I tot he was late…so I walked to the basstop…walking to the basstop…he called me…he told me to meet him at Lot 1…so I went there…and there he is…we have lunch together…den after eating…we went to BPP…den lastly went to a void deck…(as usual lah…)

Today...nothing special happen...only tat i did not finish doing my math paper today & i lost 11 marks juz lyk tat....