Incomplete without u...

2010-03-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

been a long time i update.

third party.

anger.

dee's confusion.

seperated.

drifted apart at times.

dee moving away with another guy.

fyz's loving with no expectation anymore.

dee felt neglected in the new relationship.

dee decided to break the relationship.

dee set her mind thinking.

dee's confusion dissolve.

dee needs fyz.

dee is more comfortable with fyz.

dee love fyz.

fyz never stop loving dee.

loving; no establishment.

2009-10-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

WAH!!!! i know that i had not been updating...hmm...well here's the reason for those who are craving for it...hehe...i got into CISCO academy in July...its was a stay-in camp from Monday to Friday...but there are some Saturdays that me & my squad were called back...the camp lasted for 2 months & i had 9 modules to complete....hmm....was stress...!but at the end of the camp, we had a very nice party..=) *view facebook for pix*

After that 2 months, i was posted to airport...there i went thru another 7-days course followed by a test & then another 3-days on-job-training...the week after that, i started on my work....its a 12hr shift but i have to report 1 hour before the shift started...am now posted at terminal one....we start shift at 8am/pm...so, i have to be there at 7am/pm....woah!hmm...everyday leave house at 5.30am/pm reached home at 11.15pm/am....so ya...thats the reason why...

anyway...darling Fyz is serving his NS now...just entered today....was quite sad that he's time had come....but got to look at the bright side...he's booking out on the 16th....hmm...my off day!yay!*wondering wad time he is booking out....*

till then...=)

Movie outing - Transformer

2009-06-24T23:49:00.007+08:00

whee...!Transformer was GREAT..FABULOUS...err...i don't know what to say...enjoy the pix below...it gives a rough idea on what happen just now...=)

1st...after the movie...we went zam zam...

I'm happy with Bumble bee & Optimus Prime...while Darl Fyz happy with Megatron...(as chosen)

2nd...we after the dinner, we walked all the way to suntec...

Random pix in front of The Gateway while on the way to suntec...

3rd...at suntec...walking around at the carrefour atrium sale selling kids toys....hmm...guess its not right to leave that at the atrium...so, we changed it to this pix... haha! so random!

4th...we settle down at the starbucks right outside carrefour....

Optimus 'fighting' with straw cover...LOLs!

"Revenge of The Fallen"...haha!

Darl Fyz still happy with Megatron...soooo bad!

My Bumble Bee...=D

we had a great day....i love you sayang Fyz!

At the end of the day...Megatron "pushed" Optimus down from Darl Fyz pouch....now, left Bumble Bee to "fight" against Megatron...!haha...guess wad happen....hmm

Till then..

tatas...~

2009-06-24T00:39:00.001+08:00

ticket bought on sunday.
movie date is today at 2.30pm.
movie watching today is transformer.
meeting place & time have yet to be confirm.

update soon =)

2009-06-20T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hello....just came back from my uncle's place... My cousin, Hilmi (in white in the 1st pix), had just been circumcised... Enjoy the pix below...

Can't wait for tomorrow...meeting darling Fyz for Syafiq's gig...

Till then...tatas!

my A-Z love

2009-06-19T13:01:00.005+08:00

A - Anggia Murni (mom!)
B - Bubble tea~
C - Cufs (i still have mine, dear) / Chocolates!
D - DEEFYZ!
E - Eyeliner..(got 5 of it!)
F -Fyz.
G - Grapefruit / Grape
H - Hanapi (dad)
I - Ienu...(hehx!)
J - July
K - Karipap.
L - Lipbalm!
M - Morrocan Rose / Mango
N - Nadiah~ (me!)
O - Orlando Bloom!
P - Pink & Purple!
Q - Quizes. (from FB!)
R - Roses.
S - Strawberries! / Soursop
T - The Body Shop / Taufik / Taufiq(bro!)
U - Unie the answerer!
V - Vote for Taufik for any award ceremony...=)
W - White Musk
X - XY -normal complement of sex chromosomes in a MALE [in love with a MALE! - i'm a girl!heh]
Y - Yogurt!
Z - Zep...(woah! a new word found myself...zep is a large sandwich..!)

so, what's urs?

2009-06-18T22:28:00.007+08:00

Happiness is...

My current want are...

The lovely ones are...=D

Enjoys..

2009-06-14T12:37:00.006+08:00

110609...♥

met up at amk at 3pm....

all went as plan...

the problem?aimless direction.

so, we last minute went to Changi Airport...

went to T3-T1-T2-Budget terminal..

enjoy the pix below...

my dream car mazda 3...hmm...this is made of lego! amazing...

Darl Fyz with his 'lil sis'...hehe...DORA!

SPONGY! SpongeBob!whee!

Darl Fyz playing with some display which brought to T3 by the peranakan museum...

just ♥DEEFYZ in the skytrain....i really mean just US 2 in the skytrain at that time..

Darling Fyz just got FACINATED!

It's just a perfect lovely day ♥

....14 months & counting....

2009-06-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

'I hate it when i hate you.'
I hate it when i have to hate you.
The more i want to forget about you, the more i remember.
I look around my room & everything i see remind me of you.
Oh please baby won't you take my hand we got nothing left to proof.

2009-06-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

i shud be independent!
(isnt i independent enuf now? i guess its not up to ur satisfaction)

2009-05-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

i won't have faith in relationship until u prove to me that being in a relationship is not a hurting one.

2009-05-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

I miss you.

...but maybe it's just me that don't know how to suit myself with the situation..

....& maybe it's just me being too emotional...

"A silent night

A quiet day

A gloomy night

A darken day

It will all end

When i see your face again"

Gd night to all.

(sorry for the long-long-long-no-update...been busy...& wish not to post anything events...)

2009-04-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

OH NO!!!! WE GOT OURSELVES LOST IN OUR OUT CITY? HOW COULD THAT BE?

HMM...

GUESS WHERE WERE WE...(pix below)

YES! WE WENT UP UP UP & AWAY ON THE SINGAPORE FLYER!!! YAY!

THE PEEPS....(ME, DARLING FYZ, SUMAIYAH, LIYANA & SALIHIN)

US. (1st pix at Popeye, the rest is in the flyer)

AFTER-FLYER SLACKING...WENT AROUND THE AREA THEN TO ESPLANADE....

OK.. this was today...on Sunday, went East Coast for my poly friends gathering...meet up with them at Darussalam mosque after margrib prayers....the peeps that went: me, darling fyz, azmi, arif, mas & faiz...went there by azmi's mpv...so, just nice lah...too bad didnt take pix at East Coast...but i got snaps at zam zam, slacking after heavy dinner & before heading home...miss them already...

hmmm...so when is our next meeting? jadi g johore pe?

hmm...ok...that was sunday....as said, saturday i went to fizah birthday party...but before me & darl fyz went there, we went orchard to settle some stuff like buying the birthday present...& at the very last minute, we went watch movie..

the story is WOW!!!! a must watch movie for all!!!

update soon...need to get some rest...tomorrow another big day...

Happy Earth Day to all!

2009-04-20T16:17:00.004+08:00

I'm missing someone but i'm better of dead than keep on falling sick bcoz of him.
In other words, peace will be his.

2009-04-17T09:51:00.002+08:00

YAY! Friday here again...=)

& wow! my weekends are fully book (again)!

Meeting darl Fyz tmr afternoon...will be going Changi beach for my Madrasah bestie birthday..! Anyway...let me say this in advance, "HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY FIFI!" hehe...

On Sunday, i'm working in the morning at Guardian...then, in the evening i'm out with my poly friends...'adek mimi' (azmi) nak blanja makan...hmm....bawak huda tak, mi?hmm...cant wait to laugh out loud till my tummy hurts tmr...& well, i miss you guys loads...

will update with pictures soon...
better get back to work...
bye!

2009-04-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

Happy 1104! =)

May happiness be ours always!

2009-04-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

are you so strong?

or is the weakness in me?

-the weakness in me by keisha white.

i'm just craving the YOU back...

YOU with all the plans that YOU make...

i still feel YOU...

but some are gone...

i want the whole YOU....

haiz...

How to wake up on time?

2009-04-03T16:33:00.002+08:00

Do you have trouble waking up on time in the mornings despite desperate attempts to do so? Are you afraid you might lose your job or fail a class because you can’t get up in time? While most people can simply set an alarm clock and get up at the desired time, almost everybody has trouble rousing themselves at some point, and many people frequently sleep through their alarms. If you’re chronically late for work, or if you just need to make sure you don’t miss your flight early tomorrow morning, read on.

Full text on http://www.wikihow.com/Wake-Up-On-Time .

Have a nice wake up tomorrow morning. =)

2009-04-03T11:04:00.002+08:00

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you

This ain't the honeymoon

Past the infatuation phase

Right in the thick of love

At times we get sick of love

It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved

And you made your mistakes

And we both still got room left to grow

And though love sometimes hurts

I still put you first

And we'll make this thing work

But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cuz we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no

No fairy tale conclusion ya'll

It gets more confusing everyday

Sometimes it's heaven sent

Then we head back to hell again

We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances

We take second chances

Though it's not a fantasy

I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cuz we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn

Maybe we'll crash and burn

Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return

Maybe another fight

Maybe we won't survive

But maybe we'll grow

We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cuz we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

(Heyyy)

We're just ordinary people

We don't know which way to go

Cuz we're ordinary people

Maybe we should take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

(Take it slow oh oh ohh)

This time we'll take it slow

Baby, sorry..(self-explanatory)

yours Hunny-bear.

2009-03-31T08:33:00.007+08:00

~~when my heart is damage,~~
~~i know that my purple first-aid kit is around.~~

~~when my eyes are flooded with tears,~~
~~i know that my purple umbrella is around.~~

=) with love.

edited at 5.30pm.

2009-03-29T17:47:00.002+08:00

what happen now?
you used to be very sweet,
though, u still are,
you are not the sweetest.

what happen now?
you used to answering my calls
so, i assumed you always have your phone near you.
BUT now, even if the phone near you,
sometimes, you just ignore.

what happen now?
non-stop messages used to be beeping on my phone
even when the phone line got cut off accidentally,
but now you don't
somehow, you just thought that i'll be calling back
when even at times, i don't feels like.

what happen now?
you used to ask about my well being,
even if it was the slightest.
& now, when i sulken,
you walk away
& carry on with what you plan
& hope that everythings going to be alright

what happen now?
you used to come by when you are around the corner
even if you got somethings going on,
you just don't feel like going away
(though, u did eventually)
but now,
you call to know if i want you presence
& when you came,
you no longer put the same old full attention to me.

what happen now?
somehow you prove you quote right
"GUYS TEND TO NEGLECT WHEN THEY ACHIEVE SOMETHING"

what happen now?
what's happening to all your relationship you people out there?
well...
from a girl point of view,
i say
"YOU GUYS MAKE WE GIRLS THINK THAT YOU CAN DO THESE & THAT AT THE TIME YOU ARE WOOING US; SO DON'T SAY WE ARE TOO EMOTIONAL & PUTTING OUR HOPES UP HIGH. WE JUST WANT THE OLD THINGS BACK. WE GIRLS ARE SENTIMENTAL SPECIES. SO, PLEASE!"

this post is up not because i don't appreciate you; this is my feelings. nonetheless, ISLU.

6/5days VS 1/2day
irrational being too emotional?

i know where i stand,
but i'm weak.

2009-03-27T10:03:00.001+08:00

bounce bounce

baby bounce back to me

& when u bounce ur lips

it better be on me..!

(heh!)

2009-03-25T13:38:00.003+08:00

hey hey...
i just had my lunch break..& well, i guess i didnt update for quite a long time...was busy looking for full time jobs & some other activities...

now...i'm working....in NUS...but temporarily, until 20th april...=) my job nature is like a data entry job...but i need to be very careful as i'm dealing with student admission...hmm...

haiz...been trying to get thru my darling Fyz handphone...couldnt get him thru his house phone too...haiz...i just longed to hear his voice...sayang, hope we are able to meet up this coming saturday...! its my guardian pay day anyway!(for you guys info, i have yet to quit guardian!will be working there on sundays only...)

gtg now...wanna have my rest before starting out my job again...take care...!

p/s: i ___ to meet you. ISLU.

2009-03-11T20:26:00.005+08:00

I just came back from chalet...arr...tired...

Chalet was at Downtown East...reached there around 8.45pm yesterday night & my friends were bbqing & eating..hmm...the chicken that was marinated by Ai Jie & Jo was yumx!the mushmellows too...hehe!

Slept at around 1.30am after watching Van Helsing on 5, & woke up at around 3.30am...the 1st thing that i grab to eat was M&Ms...hmm..."the chocolate that melts in your mouth not on your hand!"...then, i gobbled down some potato chips while watching my friends play taiti & Ai Jie watching Russel Peter on Brandon's PSP...at around 4am, the attention was on the TV...AMERICANS GOT TALENT...& right after the show ended, i fell asleep again & woke up at around 8?hmm...not sure of the timing lei...hmm...

After bathing, went McDonals with Ai Jie & Mashafiz to have breakfast...waited for the rest but very slow...so ironic...they are MALEs!so, we went back to the room...talk talk talk till around 12.15 when me, Ai Jie & Mashafiz made our way out...Ai Jie going home...Mashafiz ging his NPCC training, & I carried on with what i have plan...

Below are some of the pix...more pix will be uploaded in my Friendster soon...

Hmm...Jo(top) & Mashafiz(bottom) sleeping...wake up lah...!morning liao!

Wahliao...!Ai Jie, whose thin long feet is this?!?hmm...

Jing Kai...he is one of the chinese guy that I'm close with...i can say 2nd closest chinese guy...

Ai Jie...we were the only 2 girls when we were in the same class in year 1 & 2...=)

so guys, when is the next meet up? graduation day huh? anyway, best of luck for the results..!

2009-03-08T12:52:00.003+08:00

Baby...
i just want you to know, even if I am angry about a fact at a particular time, i will always think about it again....
all i need from you is just not to lie to me...
because at the end of the day i will always tell myself:
"the bitterness in a truth is better than the sweetness in a lie".
so please, don't lie to me again; not anymore. it hurts more that u lied than knowing the truth.
just remember that life is not to choose the good or the evil, it's about to choose the good between two evils. =)

2009-03-05T23:15:00.007+08:00

I'm out with her(below) just now..

hmm..guess who...=)
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meet, all the fun & craziness just comes in the way..

...& yumx! STARBUCKS..

sorry babe...no Coffee Bean today...awwhh...

Looking forward to meeting you on the 20th March...will have further discussion on the next outing soon...&...i want pictures from you too....hmm

more pictures will be uploaded once i got it from her....=)

2009-03-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

Missing someone...
Can't wait to meet that someone;
this Friday.
=)

2009-03-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

Watch this 8-oscar-winner-movie!!! yesterday was kinda last minute thing...luckily Fyz was able to make it..thanks sayang...=)

Today...going to Pasir Ris for chalet...hmmm...wondering what food will be there...hmm...(tahu nk makan je...hmm..)

update soon...!

2009-02-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

btw...
happy 22nd bday apit (my ex)...
haiz...
i like have no way of contacting him...
he said that he's no longer using his hp...& his house phone had changed...
but we are still in contact..as in like he uses his friend's hp to msg me...haiz...
but there's one thing i'm sick of...
kept on asking abt me...& when i ask abt him, he just answer don't know..
...& then, got to know he's getting engange...heard it's on 17 may...
well..best of luck with the new babe...

2009-02-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

NEW skin...
hmm...
skin changes as mood changes, i guess...
well, skin will change again when the mood change again..
haha...
take care everyone...
& take care of those people you care too...
oh shit...
i'm starting to crap!!!
gd nite...=)

2009-02-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

hey bitch..
craving for attention huh?
craving for comfort after a loss huh?
haiz..
he just don't care...

2009-02-21T14:39:00.001+08:00

(in life,
sometimes u go blind.)

things are just so easy;
but i don't seem to get it.

(haiz..why?)

2009-02-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

14th feb...
was out at vivo..
watched UNDERWORLD..(so,what's next?)
movie was at 6.05pm...
great movie...
after movie,
sat at STARBUCKS...
really had quality talk...
really had a great time that evening..!=)

2009-02-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

just now, thursday's tutorial was brought backward to today after lecture..i was not told..hmm..how sad..i had plans with dear Fyz and his handphone's batt has gone low...so, i thought that i can't go for the tutorial as it starts at 12 and i'm suppose to meet up with him at 12.15...but thank God, he was at the meeting place at 12...so i told him abt the tutorial...& he told me to go & he wait for me at e-fac...so, we went up t12 level 2 (where my tutorial is being held) & thought that he will go up to level 6 at t14...but he entered my tutorial lesson!!!haiz...my classmate goes like "tak perlu eh..."..etc...

he didnt sat beside me...he joined some of my classmates who are also his soccer mate..my lecturere started out "haa...we got a new student in class.."...so Fyz goes "hope u don't mind me in class but if u do, i go"...i think my lecturer didn't here that & started calling Fyz as Rahman...haha!...& because of that, Rahman got an attendance...so, Fyz just acted as Rahman, followed the lesson along, answering a tutorial question....haha...padan muka...erk...then, of coz he would answer it wrongly, my lecturer said something like "haa...rahman...never come class right...go study ur work..."...haha...some of my classmate also said something like "ya-lah rahman...go study ur work lah!" when actually they know who he is...haha...

some of my classmate was like.."wah! rahman goes for plastic surgery huh?", "then, he go tanning huh?", "after that, go for lasik huh?", "rahman go perm his hair huh?"...haha...i guess u understand how different rahman & Fyz is and know how rahman look like...hmm...

btw, rahman is my class rep who has been missing from class....that is why even some lecturer don't know who he is...haiz...

thanks Fyz for making my LAST tutorial class a fun and funny one...!haha...

2009-02-10T23:23:00.004+08:00

Wants.

Needs.

-too much to say.haiz.

2009-02-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Whooo....
Tmr is the last monday that i will be studying in school...so, the more the end is nearing, the more things to submit...haiz...

some of the things that had been done and over with...

QR miniproject
TNP presentation
TNP report
EMI/EMC labtest

some of the things that is dued this coming week...

ICT lab assignment
TNP written test

hmm...but then, after this coming week, i have to prepare myself with EXAMS!!!

18th -EMI/EMC
20th-QR
27th-ICT

so, friends, if i cant get back to ur call &, guys, if i dun update, do understand...

hmm...apart from all this rush, i did have some fun getting to know some NTU courses at Suntect last-last saturday and last saturday, went down to NTU to attend the SPMS open house...hmmm..btw, SPMS is School of Physics & Mathematical Science...

this coming saturday, planning to watch Underworld...haiz...(waiting for Transformer but only in June)...

got to finish up report....taking care!

2009-02-02T22:13:00.004+08:00

i'm just annoyed, sadden, frustrated, and all kind of mix feelings when people don't buy my advice. i realise that i have no power to control one's life, but when an advice is given, and there is no argument that the advice is bad, one should take the advice to considerations. well, a promise made & i still wonder when it ever get fulfilled. i would not want to see the change just because of the minor thing but i guess those minor things that can make a great change.

till the time when the care has gone, please don't tell me to shut up. i'm not a living doll which just see you do the same 'mistake' over and over again, and could only keep my thoughts to myself.

but, it's your life. you know yourself well. you know how to lead your life better.

i'm still here.

2009-01-28T14:26:00.002+08:00

FYP presentation...
Black pants...
White top...
Black heel-shoes....
...but somehow, i dressed up for u too..

2009-01-19T21:50:00.002+08:00

whee....haiz...been busy...but still, there's always time to enjoy!!!

last week ends...i was up doing 2 powerpoints...one is Quality & Reliability (QR) and the other one is Technoprenuership (TNP)....haiz...

yesterday, after work, went to esplanade with darling Fyz...actual plan was to go to the Museum of Broken Relationship...but when we reach the tunnel, darling Fyz started to read the words on the wall...then we settle down at the plasma to watch some very very short stories....though the stories were short, every story has a lesson to be learnt...then, we went to the concourse looking at some scuptures....its actually chinese wordings in conjunction with the upcoming CNY...then, we went to jendela where the Museum of Broken Relationship is at..some of the stories were inspirational but some are just crap...hmm...

after esplanade, we went eating at Zamzam...oooouh....we had chicken murtabak & mee goreng mamak...=))))

argh...was tired...went home...

kk...got to stop now....got a report to do....=(

2009-01-10T23:57:00.004+08:00

Hey people...2 big things I've done today...one, create another blog for my poetry and sajaks...just CLICK HERE or find MY WRITINGS under my profile...two, if u realize, i've change my song,again..its Citra Suria by Taufik Batisah...so, here's the lyric to sing along...deep meaning...

Namamu seindah sang suria
Memukau setiap mata
Merangsang cinta
Dan mengaburi jiwa
Ke lautan asmara

Siapapun terjerat dan pasti tersengat
Dengan gaya tingkah lakumu lincah dan keliru

Pulanglah sayangku
Ikut haluanku
Perubahanmu
Ku nantikan
Kembali cahaya
Kepada suria
Letakkanlah diri seindah namamu

Hidup pasti bermakna
Cinta pasti abadi
Harapan ini
Ku junjung tiap hari
Bawa ke sana sini

Sehingga kau berjanji tak menulangi lagi
Ku sentiasa menunggu hingga akhir hayatku

Dengan rela
Aku ingin cinta menjadi nyata
Anggaplah pengalaman itu
Satu kesilapan yang indah, sayang

Bersinar kembali
Dalam dakapanku
Cahaya hakiki
Penawar rindu

Cuma hanya itu yang ku inginkan (ingini)

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Hope, u get the meaning of the song, dear.

2009-01-06T14:50:00.003+08:00

nice? edited by NURIN...thanks sis...& Fyz, nice word....feline, heron...haiz...hidden meanig lah seh...hey nurin...can edit more?heh

2009-01-01T12:04:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year to all...

went watch Bedtime Stories yesterday evening...the show was damn funny....must watch....!

-while waiting for movie-

went to Mount Faber yesterday night via Hort Park...whee!my first time....Baby, yesterday was really romantic & a promise worth fulfilling...=) sitting at Henderson Wave with all the people....then watch fireworks at Mount Faber Loop....though the place was kinda pack with people....but the fireworks finale was the nicest...it was beautiful...had fun yesterday....i think i would not forget waiting for Abg Noor at Henderson Road right under Henderson Wave....bertape betul-betul kat bawah Henderson Wave seh!!!

-at henderson wave-

then, went to pick Adik Nurin near Fullerton...then went makan at Al-Amin....then back home at at around 3.30am....thanks for the ride Abg Noor & Happy Birthday Kak Hazlin!!!

so, what's your resolution for this year?

2008-12-29T14:20:00.001+08:00

my purple umbrella is not available for grab when i really need it these few days.

i don't want to be a living doll in a glass showcase.

2008-12-19T11:04:00.002+08:00

Yay!!! My darling Fyz finally passed his Motorcycle TP test yesterday...congratulations...wah...bila nak klua kan motor ride me from north to south & east to west?hmm

Happy Birthday Nurin (Darling Fyz) younger sister...! =)

Hmm...anyway, the two people i mention above are at Batam... Happy holidays! Have fun yea...!

2008-12-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

To MyDearFyz

Loving u all my heart.

May we share our destiny together.

2008-12-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

Was out with Nooriyah...went to Popular bookshop & bought Taufik's new album...=) yay! Then, we sat down at the void deck talking...

Thanks babe...i really need the talks...making me feel that i've done much & making me realise that maybe another person may think differently...=)

babe, see u on friday at nine!

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adakah semuanya remeh bagi kamu?

jika benar, sesungguhnya aku lelah dah terluka.

hidup di perantaraan

kekadang, cukup keliru.

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It's always about her....how abt me?

2008-12-10T12:24:00.001+08:00

I'M SICK!

Wouldn't want to say much.
A line speaks a thousand words.
Self-intepretation.

2008-12-04T19:52:00.002+08:00

Sweetheart,

Obstacles we did overcame,
Problems we did solved,
Troubles we did resolved.

Misunderstandings
Miscommunications
Fights
We had it all

Sadness
Heartache
Anger
Negative emotions just came in the way

But i still need you
Like how you need me.
...and i still love you.

May all the laughters, happiness, joy fill our days always.

2008-12-04T18:41:00.003+08:00

heys...been not updaing..heh...

well...last 2 weekends i was away from Singapore...22nd & 23rd went to Tanjong Pinang Indonesia, and 29th nov, i went to Muar Johor..at the same time i was having lab tests in the 24th-to-28th-nov week....and this week, i'm having my mid-sem test...been having test since wednesday...Quality & Reliability (Q&R) on Wednesday and today i just had Intergrated Circuit Testing (ICT)...(Q&R) was ok but ICT is a killer...esp the MCQ! argh! tomorrow is my last paper, Electromagnetic Interference/Electromagnetic Compatibility (EMI/EMC)...hopefully i can score for that paper...i really need to pull up my GPA...haiz

plan for tomorrow afternoon till night...first, going to watch Bolt, the long awaited movie after Wall-E for me & darling Fyz..=) then, after movie, .....err....i'm not sure yet...spending quality time somewhere maybe...hmm....lets just find out tomorow...

that's all for now...got to go...some revision need to be done....bye!

2008-11-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

To Fyz with love,
(Rela Setia by Didicazli)

Termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
tak mampu ku melupakan
walau kian kehilangan
kerna ku terlalu ingin kan untukmu
riang berkekalan rela ku berlalu
walau mungkin tak termampu

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu
selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin akan ku kesali
kerna hidup mu kian bererti

Tak mungkin mudah kau mengerti
tak ingin saling di lukai
kedaifan ini
menjadi penghalang sanubari

Selagi daya hatiku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiada ku peduli
bila rindu membelenggu

selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin daku kesali
kerna hidup mu kian bererti

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu
menyintai mu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

Rela ku terus setia
menyayangi mu
menyintai mu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasih ku

termenung bila sendirian
mengunung seribu harapan
moga kau mengerti
bila nadi ku terhenti

2008-11-18T00:24:00.006+08:00

Whee....yesterday, 17 Nov is my darling Fyz's birthday....

hmm....went to pizza hut...the payment is on me...of coz....

after ordering the food, & while waiting for it to come, i present to him his cute little present...i bought him the miniature size of the perfume below...=)))

hmm...a picture of some of the food...yumx!

Sayang with his food....

Haiz...!he just doesnt want to give up eating the chicken drumstick with forks & knife (below)....

Hey baby...i hope u have a great time juz now...=)

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hmm...well...i did gave him a advance birthday treat too last thursday...heh!

Bought those DURIAN roll with egg & the mini DURIAN cake from Emicakes....

Darling Fyz making a wish...*wondering what are those wishes..heh*

Juz cant wait to finish it up...what to do?DURIAN is his favourite...

He's high on DURIAN!!!!he is really enjoying the food..he even ignoring the camera...haiz..!

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Advance (tick)...
Actual (tick)...

Belated?hmm...

2008-11-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

Kini,
Harus aku menjaga kata-kata
kerana kekadang disalah tafsirkan intonasiku.
Berkata secara general
namun, ada yang fikir itu tentangnya.
Being random and straight foward
has also became wrong.
Gerak-geri dan tingkah-laku harus juga ku jaga
ditakuti jika mengganggu ketenangan orang.

Namun,
Aku hanya manusia biasa
Seperti Engkau, Dia dan Mereka
Tidak lepas dari salah dan silap
Walau telah ku cuba mengelakkannya

Hendak ku lari
Menjauhkan diri
daripadamu
Agar tidak ada hubungan
Dengan orang sekelilingmu
Tapi aku tak bisa
Engkau pun tahu

Bicaralah kasih.....

Inilah rintihan hatiku
Yang kebingungan dan serba salah.

2008-11-15T11:59:00.003+08:00

reply to tag

NurAmarina, (since everyone knows, so might as well just state your name...)

hmm...if u really don't want to fight with me, then why the hell u tag back? need more publicity izzit? as i said...i was puzzeled that's why i question...so, i did some clarification with my darling Fyz...so if there's any wrong info being stated here its not my fault...i wrote what i've been told...no stories created...well..if u know that this is a private problem, u wouldnt have tagged in the first place...u could just confronted me...taging at my blog kinda kental..(sounds familiar huh?)...btw...i didn't even ask if ur dear rizal is jealous or not...i don't need that...& well, i know who rizal is to Fyz...who rizal is to Fyz's bro...need not tell me anything...

btw...just because u thought that the post is about u, u want to make it big?please don't ASSUME! i was talking about things in genaral...please contact Fyz for clarification...coz i guessed he lead you to the wrong idea..thanks...

2008-11-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

an island.

just me & u.

under a shady tree.

affections.

love.

hugs & kisses.

watching the sun sets.

the sea scent.

breathing in the air.

relieving our problems.

looking at you now.

you look back at me.

i give a shy smile.

u came near.

gave a kiss at my cheek.

Love you, 'Fyzee Ave'.

2008-11-14T13:03:00.003+08:00

reply to tag...

NurAmarina,

hmm...i may have problems with him & I KNOW IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS...i didn't even ask you to care...i was just clarifying things with you...

hmm...according to my frens...akward is kaku...weird is pelik...hmmm...there's a difference...i said akward....hmm...i don't think any of that relates to jealously....

ur truthfulness?i was just puzzeled...my darling Fyz said that Rizal knows abt your meeting with Fyz but why the hell you got that kind of msg from ur dear Rizal questioning about u meeting my darling Fyz..?hmm...& btw...i'm just saying abt your truthfullness from what i heard before...remember the inccident when u said to Fyz that u had family function but u went out with another guy?hmm...

hmm...u said that this misunderstanding is a waste of time too....but why the hell u tag back....?mmg WEIRD...lols....hmm well...u have or don't have anything against me, i just don' care...i know who i am...& i have other people who are pro-nadiah...

the last line there is just a saying...hmm....asl terasa..?haiz...

hmm...well...its's also rude not to declare youself & post things like dat when at the same time i know who you are...if u are brave enough to say all that in my tag box, why don't you just leave your name....?hmm...

hmm...u're welcome...wanna more publicity?tag more...

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It's my life. It's my feeling. I don't need anyone to care; as there are those who already are.
It's my blog. It's my words. No one should tell me if what i wrote is right or wrong.

2008-11-13T22:31:00.002+08:00

reply to tag

to pfft. aka NurAmarina...
u may feel that i'm refering to you in that post..but please don't ASSUME...just becoz things happened btwn the 3 us, i would blog it...?the only thing that i blog that really refers to u is the 'Her truthfulness'...i'm not even making any speculations...don't ASSUME...well..jealously there are but i'm not a dumb brat to buang marah at my blog...some things happened btwn me & him the day before...that's why i was rather akward that u guys met..if u realise this blog is more of my & his love stories...hmm...i'm not even assuming that there is anyone out there that tries to ruin my & his relationship...though there are, but i don't have to care coz i trust him...btw, i don't want to confront you regarding this small matter coz i dont think it's worth the time...

you might be seeing that the word ASSUME is in bold & capitalise...wanna know why?hmmm...u assume things from the start..den at the end you told me not to ASSUME....!!!wth. LOL.

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YOU TALK IT, I LIVE IT, YOU'RE JEALOUS, JUST ADMIT IT.

2008-11-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

wah! i just came back...

went shopping with darling Fyz...

actual plan was just to collect my new specs...hmm
(i lost my old specs last week=(winston said he saw me with specs last friday when we were in library...btw, winston is darling Fyz's classmate & FYP group member)

...& to have our 'lunner' together

...& to buy a new pair of shoes for myself for this saturday...

then, after buying my shoes, we went window shopping...

after window shopping-ing, darling Fyz thought of buying his smart suit for his interview roleplay on one of his module next thursday...

went to Bossini, Man Master, & more....then, ended up at John Little...

help him up with the long sleeves shirt, tie & belt...(didnt buy pants & shoes coz he oredi have it)...total for that all 3 items is $56...woah...that's quite cheap right...hmm...=)

then, we window shopping again & went home...

gtg now, tmr i start school at 8....& i'm oredi very sleepy...bye...nitez

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"Even the greatest people have their pathetic side; so even the most pathetic people have their greatest side"- nadiah; to Fyz with love.

2008-11-08T18:19:00.003+08:00

His Insensitivity. I still can believe u did that at that moment of time.

My confusion. I don't mind us in this state of life; but keep it clear to all.

His unlogic-thinking. I may not know her well; but doesn't you, as a 2nd-hand message reader, question the situation..?

Her truthfullness. Why should you be getting that kind of message? Are you even telling the truth?

His maturity. I like the way you suggest; but words should always be accompanied by actions. Your maturity makes me think mature-ly, it's true.

My patience. Everyone has their own level of patient; its up to each individual to control the level. Sometimes the situations really test me; & I just can't take it but to blow up.

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Our love. I don't want us to have an end. I understand that obstacle will always be there, but it's US to make things right. Consultation, there are; but it's our mind that think what is right for us. Don't let another party words make us think that we should have been that way, & all, for the other half may feel that every effort has just gone to waste. Though, fate is there waiting for us. Good or bad, we just have to accept.

2008-10-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Bila keyakinanku datang,
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta.

Kadang-kala mendengar yang belum tentu bersuara.
Kadang-kala berkata kepada yang belum tentu mendengar.
Kadang-kala mencari yang belum tentu ada.
Kadang-kala berfikir yang belum tentu benar.
Kadang-kala menjawab yang belum tentu bertanya.
Kalang- kala bertanya yang belum tentu ada jawapannya.
Kadang-kala memanggil yang belum tentu menoleh.
Kadang-kala menunggu yang belum tentu datang.

Cinta menyelubungi hati,
rindu yang mencengkami jiwa,
tangisan yang membasahi pipi,
Mungkinkah esok engkau ada.

Kasih ku sayangi,
Sayang ku rindui.

2008-10-16T13:18:00.002+08:00

Arrrrrr!!!!!

I'm so addicted to all kinds of strawberry drinks...

It had been STRAWBERY pearl milk tea...then, its Magnolia STRAWBERRY yogurt drink...then, its my school foodcourt 3 STRAWBERRY ice blended....then, yesterday, while me & darling Fyz wanted to buy a drink at a provision shop, we saw Magnolia STRAWBERRY smoothie with nata de coco....

Arrrrr....!!!! I wanna buy that again..!!!
Sayang, buy for me can?=)erk.

2008-10-12T22:19:00.011+08:00

Hmm...it's like a looong time i didnt update..hmm...

some updates with randomly uploaded pictures....

Family & relatives...

With Friends

Me & darling Fyz

With love dear, Muacks.

Me, myself & I =]

The foods (Yumx!)

Aku.

2008-10-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

Pagi hari ku menahan panasnya mentari,

Malam pula ku menahan kedinginan bayu;

Masih tak dapat ku mengerti,

Apakah istilah cintaku;

Kekadang menunggu yang tak mungkin hadir,

Kekecewaan yang dirasa hanya aku;

Mungkin tidakku faham diriku sendiri,

Sebab itulah tidak dapatku fahami dirimu;

Tetap menunggu sepanjang hari,

Walau ku tahu kekecewaan hanya salah aku.

Aku, tidak pernah pelajari,

Yang ditunggu sukar memahami.

2008-09-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

250908 - Breaking fast with GEMs people at House of Ayam Penyet.

Before dawn..

After breaking fast....

After performing solat at Sultan Mosque...

The 4 ladies...

Let us combine powers...hmm...

Lepakings...

The group found this poster at Busroh street....the guy in the poster look like darling Fyz...don't he?

Ramadhan is ending in a few days & Syawal arrives again...Salam lebaran buat semua...Minal Aidil Wal Faizin...

Dates that i've been booked...

1st Oct by family (of coz) -mom's
3rd,4th,5th (fri,sat,sun) by family - dad's
9th Oct (thurs) by SPs classmates
11th Oct by darling Fyz's bro
18th/19th Oct (sat/sun) (tbc) by Madrasah friends
more dates coming up...

Thats all for now...do beep me at my hp or email me if anything pops up...tata...dada..sayonara...bye!=)

2008-09-03T12:42:00.003+08:00

Love. Affection. Fantasy. Happiness. Care. Share. Acceptance. Understanding.

Perfection is felt when presence is felt.

-ISLU1104-

2008-08-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

lilin yang kau bakar,
api yang kau nyala,
dan bara yang kau nyala apinya,
boleh saja padam dengan sendirinya.

itu yang kau fikir.

apa yang aku rasa,
hanya aku yang merasa.
bagai diri tertipu.
menunggu jawapan yang tak mungkin hadir.
kesabaranku dicabar.

namun,
betapa besarnya kesabaran seseorng itu,
pasti ada batasnya.
orang bukannya malaikat.
hawa nafsu sering saja menggoda.

Ya Allah...
tabahkanlah diri hamba mu ini...
tingkatkanlah kesabaran di dalam diri ini...
jernihkanlah fikiranku ini dari memikirkan yang belum sedia benar....
kau buatkanlah hati ini redha dengan apa yang datang...
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih and Maha Mengetahui akan segala sesuatu..

Dengan menjelangnya Ramadhan kali ini,
harapanku semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari Ramadhan yang telah lepas...
InsyaAllah....

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak kepada semua....

2008-08-31T20:29:00.009+08:00

Hmm...like sooooo long that i did not update...hmm...was busy with exams!!!! Argh!

Exams dates were as folows....

19th Aug - Wafer Fabrication

21st Aug - Biomadical Microdevices

28th Aug - IC Design

Though, there are other things that i am busy with...

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19th August

Paper ends at 11.10am...called darling to check if he was already in school...& yea...he was...met him at the library...accompanied him study his Human Factor exam which was at 2pm that day...at 12+, we went to have our lunch at FC4 together with Ganesh...after lunch, while waiting for 2pm to come, darling Fyz continued his studies with Ganesh while i start revising for my Biomedical paper...while we were studying, a got a call from a private number...it was from Maybank calling regarding the debit card me & daring Fyz applied for...darling Fyz got the call also...at the very begining, he is not sure if he want me to wait for him or not...then, after getting the call from Maybank, he asked me to wait to go collect the card...unfortunately, & as i expected, the bank was already close when we arrived...so, by not wanting to waste our time getting there, we walked around Queensway Shopping Centre and then to Anchorpoint....at around 7pm, we made our seperate ways as I was going to Grand's place to conduct a tuition....

20th August

Finally, today we got our card...

Nice?hmm

After collecting the card, we spent our time at the MacDonalds....1st meal we had was McSpicy...then, unexpectedly, a Fillet o Fish meal came...(inside joke!)

21st August

I was fasting & so does darling Fyz...i had paper on that day....hmm....let me ask u something...what if you were on the way to school and you found out that one of your friend from another course told you that his/her vanue is the same as yours?hmm...that was what happen to me when Yusri BigDaddy told me that his exam vanue is the same as mine....i was shock but was calm down when i asked my classmate regarding the vanue & time...& my faith about me not having the wrong class and time came back...

After paper, i called darling Fyz to check if he wants to follow me to Plaza Singapura coz i need to change my sim card...we met at Plaza B1 at 12+ and we went to the starhub service centre...

After changing my sim card, we walked aimlessly and thought to stop at any place where a Maybank ATM is located...but, something caught our eyes and below was what happen next...

People walking and passing by and people in the bus was looking at us...haiz...eee....malunye! =)

After that, we made up our mind to go to CCK to go to Maybank branch....reaching their, both of us changed our PIN and checked our balance...then, we walked around Lot 1 and ended at the library....gaining permission to break my fast outside, we made our way to Woodlands taking 927...that bus really goes a very long way from CCK to Woodlands...when we reached there, it was still early...so we went to the library at the Civic Cantre and darling did his revision on AAFES which he has exam the next day...he had been doing revision on bus rides too...when it was close to dusk, we went to Woodlands banquet...

After breaking our fast, we went our seperate ways as i understand that he needs to revise for his exam the next day....

28th August

It was my last paper!!!but darling's last paper was the previous day...my paper starts at 2pm but i was up early as darling was already in my hometown...having all the cinema show timing prepared befor i went to sleep at 1am, i brought it along to meet darling Fyz at Bukit Pajang Plaza...i showed him the list and he asked me for 1 long word and i do not know why 'typewriter' came to my mouth....the that word, we got GV Vivo City the cinema to watch WALL-E...so, we straight away went to Vivo City to book the tickets...

While waiting for bus to go Vivo City

After booking the tickets, we went to Banquet to have our lunch...then, went to candy empire to survey some candies for the movie later...yumx!then, we head off to school....for my last exam for the semester...

The movie starts at 6.05pm but as usual GV...they have like a 20 mins or so advertisement...and only after that, the show starts...it was a approximately around 2 hour movie...it was a comedy-educational movie i can say...

After movie, we talked, joked, walked around Harbourfront and Vivo....we bumped into 2 of our friends - Falina & Yusnani....at around 9.30pm, darling Fyz sent me off...

2008-08-11T20:57:00.015+08:00

How was everybody's National Day?hmm...for me...i was spending my time with my family at KL...

hmm...early morning about 4.30am, my mom woke me up...at around 5.30am, the cab that we booked was already waiting at our lift loby...yawnz...we went to KL by tour with E-Ventions...so, the meeting point was at Lavender at the carpark right beside ICA building....at 6.30am, we borded the bus & made our way to KL...the bus made some stops while on the way...there are a few stops before we stop at Simpang Renggang...

There, they sell those kind of Hari Raya cookies...yumx! we were free to try all the cookies as many we want to...yumx! hehehe... =)

After we left Simpang Renggang, we did made some stops & finally, we reached the hotel...the hotel was 3 star but its was like 4 star..hmm...we stayed in the Capitol Hotel....the hotel was surrounded by many shopping centers...the nearest was Sungei Wang Shopping Centre...but that was not the shopping centre we went to first....we went to Pavilion to have our lunch...

Look at the toilet!!!=)))

that was what i had for lunch on 9th aug..its a japanese food!yumx!

Right after having our lunch at the Pavilion, we went to Sungei Wang to have our first shopping spree....then, we had our dinner at a near by shopping centre...its actually a IT mall...

Facinating! 'Fusion Singapore'...

Yumx! my favourite...!! Strawberry juice!

Then, at 7.45pm we are suppose to meet up with the tour bus which sent us off to either Mesjid India or Petaling Street...& of coz, Petaling Street was my family choice...hmmm...Petaling Street in KL is like Bugis Street at Singapore...hmm...

We had 2hrs to shop at Petaling Street before the bus comes & pick us up to go back to the hotel...we didnt go back straight to hotel...had some relaxation at Starbucks...that is located at the back of the hotel...

posing with Chocolate Cream Frapacinno and Cheese Cake....yumx!

The next day, the wake up call was at 6am but of coz, i cant wake up at that timing...then, we had breakfast...& wow! the hotel dining room & the food was a WOW!...but too bad, my hp was down...no pix..hmm...=(

After breakfast, we went to Lot10 to shop again & end up at Sungei Wang again... & at around 12.30pm, all the people going for the tour checked out of the hotel & up the bus to go home...hmm...but before we left KL we manage to go to the Chocolate Factory...hmmm

Some fact: Which country eat the most chocolate?
Ans: Switzerland

Interesting? =)

After stopping at the Chocolate Factory, we made our way home....on the way back home, we made some stops(juz like how we got to KL)...one of the stop was at the border of Negeri Sembilan & Melacca....we had toilet break & also to have our lunch...

Hmm...yumx! A&W!!!

After that stop, the bus didnt made any stops till Gelang Patah near Johore 2nd Link...& i spent my left over(last kopek!) money on some sweets...hmmm...

My last kopek shopping spree...=)

After that stop, the bus made it's way straight back to Singapore...Yay! *missing someone* =)

So what did i bought for myself?

So...it ranges from Fendi wallet, Tiffany & Co. bracelet, XEX waist belt, Aily heels, Coach handbag & the tops shown above...

wooo....i really had a great time...=)whee~

till then~

Pink.

2008-08-06T13:21:00.000+08:00

Hmm...its been a long time that i've been updating this blog...hmm...been busy...with school and many others...& been sick with flu, cough & rashes...argh!!!

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Screencapture of what school work i'm busy with...hmm...you may not understand any one of it...but it's sure has taken a lot of my time...hmm...

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290708 - MY BELATED BIRTHDAY

Bought my own birthday gift....=)
Bought this & also Pomegranate Body Mist.
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280708 - MY BIRTHDAY

Hmm...my day started out fine...going to school, getting messages wishing me a happy birthday from friends and relatives...*thank you alls...=)*

After school, as planned, I went watched Dark Knight with my darling Fyz...well...there are some surprises that i think only we should only know...so, i won't reveal here...hmm...well...before the movie start, we had our lunch at KFC...

After the movie, we went out of Orchard Cineleisure aimlessly...1st thought was to go Plaza Singapura...then, when we were in 77, he ask where does the bus ends...& we went all the way to Marina Square....

Walking at Marina square & out to Esplanade & out to home....wah...!i went home about 11.30pm when i was having class at 9am the next day...

Darling Fyz posing at both poster of movies which we ever catched

Baby, you're the best of my need.

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270708 - EVE OF BIRTHDAY

Whee~ When for shopping spree with my family & relatives....=))

Birthday gift from my mom...thanks mom!!! =)))

The t-shirt, a gift from my Bibiks...*hmm...every year i received sports apparel from them...*

My bro posing with that puma shopping bag containing 2 pairs of shoes....

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260708 - Went to work

The day before, my In-charge, kak Shidah told me she left something for me for my birthday...woooo....so sweet...=)

A perfume & a bracelet from Kak Shidah

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250708 - SPMLS AGM - Dress code: Baju Kurung

With the new & old Nurdeen's commitee

Dee&Fyz

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That Baleno T-shirts cost $8 each but if we were to buy 5 pieces, its $4 each...so, thinking of getting 5 pieces is a lot...then I said to Fyz, i could share...hmm..so i took white & black....Fyz took the same colour as mine & the 5th piece is dark blue for himself...Finally we have something same...=)

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180708 - Muslimah Nite @ Taman Warisan - theme: Cover girl

What i wore?

The event was so darn enjoyoing...the games, the food are all great!!! esp the last part - "Dance floor"...all the babes were dancing to the music...& when we plan to exit, the music stop us...the songs getting better & better...argh...

Some pix with the babes.

The food is damn YUMMY!!!!

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2008-07-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

May all the time spent together is cherished and remembered.

*so, which card design do you want to apply, sayang?hmm*

p/s: i don't want to deceive them anymore.

2008-07-14T20:51:00.005+08:00

Hello =)

Hmm...seems like I its a looooooooong time i didnt update...hmm....

reasons are...

1) Mid Semester Tests
2) IC Design Mini-project (ongoing)
3) Wafer Fabrication Mini-project (ongoing)

4) Biomedical Microdevices Assignment (ongoing)

5) FYP!!!! (ongoing)

...and many more...

hmm....2 weeks from today is my birthday..yay! i have some things that i wish to receive (hehe!how bad of me to be wishing to get things...)...

Watch The Dark Knight with my dear.. =)

Anyone of these Lux moisturising shower foam.

Meiji Amino Collagen Drink.

Any of the above Body Shop's product.

Though, all gifts will be accepted and appriciated...=)

2008-06-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

YAY! tomorrow I'm going to sit for my last paper & I'm out with my dear...

plan for tomorrow : watch "Wanted" after our paper that ends at 5...

hmm...update soon...=)

p/s: ISLU - cant wait for the sun to rise. love you dear.

2008-06-13T14:25:00.001+08:00

was at hizamy's blog...
and found that (below) after clicking on one of the link at his blog...

What Nurul Nadiah Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

well...its is always true?
u decide...hmm

2008-06-13T00:16:00.002+08:00

hidup ini penuh misteri
kadang kala di atas
kadang kala di bawah

seorang yang sering menangis
tidak membawa maksud bahawa dia dilanda kesusahan
dan seorang yang sering berjenaka
tidak pula membawa maksud bahawa dia dilanda kegembiraan

wajah hanyalah topeng
yang sebanar hanya ada di sebalik hati

namun
hidup harus saja diteruskan
kerana
tiada siapa pun yang tahu
akan rahsia yang tersirat di hari esok

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dan ingat lah wahai teman,
walau apa yang akan berlaku antara kita esokan hari,
akanku senantiasa di sini
untuk mendengar segala luahan hati.

2008-05-31T13:25:00.007+08:00

30th May 2008....

Went out with Salwa(my bestie) & Fyz(my dear) after the Friday prayers...

First, we went to Metro @ Paragon coz i have been wanting to buy Crocs shoe...=)

"its just not a plastic shoe...its a semiconductor-made shoe." hehe...

The Crocs that I bought..=)

After buying my Crocs shoe, we walked aimlessly...& finally made up our mind of going to Bugis to have our lunch...after finishing our meal, me & Fyz introduced a few mind games like "The statue game", "The err game" & "Where is this place?" to Salwa...hey sal, sorry if you think that we kenekan u...sorry k babe...

After lunch, we went around Parco Bugis Junction...and ended up sitting near MacDonalds...there, after sitting there for a while, me, Fyz introduced "Black magic" to Salwa...& then, me & Fyz introduced "Open or Close?" and "How many cats jump over the wall?" to Salwa...it was damn fun...=)

After that, we went in the BHG...& ended up not knowing where to go and waited till 7 coz salwa got to go by then to meet he hubby...

Me & Salwa =)

After salwa left..left me & my dear Fyz...=)

We walked all the way to Suntec City...went around Suntec (don't know from which tower to which tower..)...and then headed to the Esplanade...we stopped a few times to appriciate the arts which are displayed & because we caught our friends, Fadhil & Faisal, practising their dance...after watching them practising, we went up to the air-con area and sat down for a while because i was facinated by a few hanging rattan scupture...after a while, we went out of Esplanade and made our way to the busstop where 960 are at..we were too tired that we slept all the way till we reached Bukit Panjang...alighting from the bus, we went to the Pasar Malam which have been going on for the past 2 weeks...bought sausages, otak-otak, drinks & vadae at sat down at our usual place to munch them...by the time we finish munching, it was already 10+...but i ended up at hm at around 10.45...we had some talks, that's the why...hmm

Me & Fyz =)

"Semakin hari semakin ku cinta
Tidakku sangka cinta kita
Yang timbul setelah persahabatan bersemi
Cinta yang tiada ikatan hari
Cinta yang hanya mengenal erti penerimaan dan pemahaman
Begitu hangat dirasakan
Tidakku mahu hilang kehangatan itu
Walau kau bukan cinta pertama
Tidak pernah ku rasa kehangatan mesra seperti ini"

-Love - Acceptance & Understanding-

2008-05-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

ILU.

Why are you so damn sweet?

Hmm..

Everytime i look at you, not in the eyes & not when you are looking at me, I just feel right.
(sorry coz i still don't have the courage to look in your eyes)

Thanks for every moment. & I'm sorry for my mistakes in anyway.

Everytime I think of you, I cant help but smile. =) & I feel that my troubles vanished just by thinking about you.

Dear...
Darling...
Sweetheart...
Sayang...

Loving you is not a mistake I have made.

ISLU - andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi.

2008-05-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

Yay!

I finally graduated from BBDC with 14 points...Alhamdulillah! =)

My mistakes were:
- Change lane abruptly (4 points)
- Fail to use inappropriate gear (2 points)
- Improper turning (2 point)
- Incorrect checking of blindspot (2 points x 3 times = 6 points)

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Thanks dear for being there (surprisingly, not me knowing) after i getting to know my result...thanks for being there for me to extend my hug to...hope you are honoured to be the first to know my result, though initially in my mind, you were only the first person after my parents to tell abt my result to..=)

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well...this week is my lab test week...last 2 days were my wafer fabrication lab quiz...& tmr is my IC design lab test...best of luck to me & all those having lab tests...

*im looking foward to the 3 weeks break though i have fyp to start on & IC design miniproject to do...*

2008-05-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

This feeling is so strong.

I'm sorry if i hurt you in any way.

That scar on your hand & the explainations done really get things in my head.

I know that you were mad at me when u hurt yourself, i'm really sorry.

p/s: I.S.L.U.

2008-05-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

"Even if the truth hurts,
Remember that
The bitterness in a truth
Is better than
The sweetness in a lie"

- Nadiah, today i really mean it.

2008-05-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

Found this some where in the net...

Hmm...Love the last line esp.

2008-05-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOMS OUT THERE!!

ESP TO MY MOM!=)
Love...Cheers...

2008-05-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

I may know your time table...

I may know your schedule...

I may know what time you need to wake up from sleep & wake up from bed...

I may know when to meet...

BUT

I may not be your secretary...

Hmm...

In actual fact

i AM NOT JUST your secreatary

erm.

dun get me wrong.

i'm not tampering out my anger.

i just want to put it in words on who i am to u.

Loving with Acceptance & Understanding. =)

To some of my friends, esp Azmi & Mas, just accept this fact where there are such things as a JUST COMPLICATED relationship. Loving need not need any establishment. =)

2008-05-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

i just open an email regarding my horoscope...

LEO - The Boss ~ (July 23 - Aug 22 ) Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Likes boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leo's. Attractive.

SCORPIO - The Intense One ~ Very Energetic ~ (Oct 23 - Nov 21 ) Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centred at times. Passionate and Emotional.

...but how far can we actually believe in this?hmmm

2008-05-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

Today...after talking to that someone...it really give me a great impact to my life...

Life is not about knowing someone...but it is more about understanding someone...this world is like a stage and the people around you including yourself is the actors & actresses...just that in life we do not know what is next & who you going meet...

The smile on the people you meet does not always mean that they are okay...that is why to know someone is to understand them...being there for them really make you understand who they are...

But for me, today, being there for that someone does not only makes me understand him(or her) but also understand life...Alhamdulillah that i can be there for people when they need someone...& MasyaAllah...just for being there for 1hr plus i gain lots of things about life...appreciate who is with me now,near or far, & to carry out my responsibility in any aspect of life...but Astargfirllah...for every sins & wrong doings i ever commit...but i am a normal human...no one is perfect & sometimes we just got ourselves drown due to lust...but InsyaAllah...i will try my best to be a better person...a better daughter...a better sister...a better grandduaghter....a better friend....

To that person...no matter what you are feeling right now...just remember this "Allah would not gives us hardship & challenges if He know that you can't overcome it"... have faith...be strong...don't hurt yourself in any way...there should be no regrets...& i'll be there when you need me...=)

2008-04-30T21:28:00.003+08:00

Today...actually my classmates in year 1 & 2 had a discussion to go to have lunch cum dinner at Prata House at Thomson but it got cancelled coz too few people are going...so...here's how it turns out for today....

Went to Fizah's house..miss her...& she had been wanting to meet me since her birthday...

As uasual...these to places are our favourite spot for our picture to be taken...=)Fyz, Nad & Pipi....=)

Danish - Fizah's first nephew=)
We got facinated by Danish's Pooh...hmmm=)
Uncle Purple with Danish...hmm...=)

...& at the end of the afternoon at Fizah's i got those from her & her mom...hmm...thanks babe...=)

mangoes(yum yum!) from her Mom....

went in her room & i said "Eh...kau pkai Body Shop jugak?"...den she said "tak ah..tu kakak aku kasi tapi aku tak pakai...kau nk amek ah"...at that time kakak was home...so i daid "tanye kakak kau dlu ah"...& she replied "kakak aku kate 'kakak tahu pipi tak pkai bende ni...klau nak kasi kawan..kasi je...' "

this shorts...she haven't even wear...still got the tag on...

PINK (yay!) =)

Lastly...

Thanks dear for temaning me to Fizah's...hope u enjoyed yourself today...=)

2008-04-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm.....i just feel that the time we spent together today isn't enough...like how u said that time "i juz wanna spend more time with you"....hmmm...i don't know what is wrong with me right now...!!!! I just don't feel enough eventhough we went to school together(he skipped 3 of his class...-wake up late)...& also went home together(sat at my Grand's to wait for 1 hour plus to wait for him...coz this week he have the 3 to 5 o'clock class)...

Talked on the phone..but it's only a while coz your batt is running low...(what's the use of a charger in the house?)..hmph!argh!...'nad!you've got to relax...no establishment made...remember?'...hmm....that's what i always say to myself...but today when i said that to myself, i just can't controll my own feelings..hmmm! oh God! please help me...show me the right way & help me to calm down...

hmm....it's just a few hour...but i'm already missing him...

Maybe...this is what happen when two people get so close to each other...hmm...

2008-04-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

Last week, u draw that, below, on my hand....

Hoping when it is rotated 180 degree and get edited, we could find your name....

Today, i draw that, below, on my foolscap paper...

....& i made it when it is rotated 180 degree, we can see your name, dear...

Then, few minutes later, though you were having tutorial, you sent me a rose....

...& I didn't realise that it is my name, NADIAH, until u told me...=)

Dear, dengan ikhlas, you're just so sweet......

i treat every sunrise a brand new day, searching for that familiar face....a face that will always put a smile on my face...
that's why i longed to meet you everyday...miss you...=)

Waiting...

2008-04-22T16:39:00.003+08:00

"I'm sitting here all by myself just try to think of something to do"
hmm...so here i am bloging....

just had a meeting with my LO to discuss about my past ITP...hmm...he gave me a grade A...!wow!=)...& now i'm sitting all alone at T15 waiting for my dear...i know that i could just go home as we already met yesterday but everyday seems to be a brand new day searching for that familiar face...the face that will always makes me smile..=)

hmm...well...it had been quite a tiring day for me...school from 9 to 4...brought a lot of things to school today....first, my laptop...every tuesday there is wafer fabrication lab...so we need to bring our laptop...on top of that, there are 2 wafer fab books in my bag right now...thirdly, i brought my sweater today coz when i get out of my house, it was raining...then during my IC design lecture, Rahman, my class rep, gives us 2 IC design books!argh!that really put on a lot of weight on my bag!!!!

he's here now...walking towards me....
& he's gone to meet his LO....hmm...

well...i guess there's nothing more to say about today...looking-foward for tomorrow....y?because its a Wednesday...the day that me & him are in the same class...

update soon...bye! & take care all...

p/s:loving you is not a mistake.

2008-04-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

sayang, i mean teman....
it is so sweet when you said that 11 April is our day & sort out the reasons why it is our day, and secondly when u change the timing of your blue-white watch to be as the same timing as mine..=)

dengan ikhlas,
i just find you so sweet
i know i've said that
but i just wanna put it here as
"memories are not meant to be forgotten"

and dear...
"speak out the truth even if it leads to your death"
even if you know that will break my heart...
if you are reading this,
i know you know what i mean

dengan ikhlas, love you....
"i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
i didn't mean to fall in love but i did,
& u didn't mean to love me back but you did"
"we got nothing else to prove.."

2008-04-15T14:28:00.007+08:00

Hey hey...2nd day of sch...& today is my mom's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!i bought her Body Shop's White Musk Blush...its the valentine's edition...btw thanks to Fyz for accompaning me to buy my mom's birthday present...

hmm...this is kinda late....but...

hmm...before school reopen...me, fyz, & siti went out and ended up at T3...

my favourite...

the ceiling...nicer than the one at T2...

so here's my reason for the prvious late & short posting...

HAIZ...ITP!!!!

thanks to her for the pictures....

2008-04-02T13:45:00.003+08:00

Friends...some of you might be wondering my stats for now...hope the picture below explains things out...

2008-03-23T00:04:00.002+08:00

kepada seseorang yang telah "membingitkan" sahabatku:

kau jgn nk uat cerita ah!

sahabat aku buat cara baik

tapi kau?

jgn merepek ah babe!

btw, plz be ikhlas ah!

kasi apology mcm tak ikhlas

mcm nak kene rembat ah kau...!

f**k ur ass ah!

last warning ah!

2008-03-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

kepada seseorang yang telah "membingitkan" sahabatku:

kata-katamu yang sungguh tajam

perangai yang sungguh biadap

cerita yang direka-reka

dosa yang meluap-luap

sedar lah wahai handai

usah lah akau perdaya dunia dengan kata-kata fitnah mu

perangai stop it k

stop sakikkan hati sahabat aku

kepada teman:

take good care of yourself k

best of luck to your soccer tournaments =)

miss you =)

ana mustakunk ilaika shadidan...

2008-03-19T12:44:00.001+08:00

kepada seseorang sahabat:

bukan ku ingin merahsiakan segalanya

mungkin waktu belum sesuai

tat kala tibanya waktu untukku luahkan segalanya

akan ku curahkan segalanya

btw, babe, by me not telling you some things

does not mean i lost trust in you

letting you know this

so that you won't get the wrong idea...

kepada seseorang yang telah ku lukai hatinya:

stop being such a freak

i know that u care & concern about my being

but how you show it is just too much

i know how to take care of my life

it's my life & it's for me to decide

but thank you for your concern

kepada seorang teman:

being there for you is my pleasure, really

when we have doubts, talk it out

"di kala aku di bawah kau membangkitkan semangat ku

di kala aku di atas, kau melambungkan kegembiraanku"

i really mean that

btw, thanks for being there since that first time

hope that the time spent is cherished

tidakku sangka kerapatan ini sebenarnya

berasal dari pengenalan secara tiba-tiba

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to all the 3 different people i'm talking about just now, hope that this way of getting the message across is right...sometimes, words are not meant to be spoken..=)

take care to all...

2008-03-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

Saying I love you,

Is not the words,

I want to hear from you,

It's not that I want you,

Not to say but if you only knew,

How easy, it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,

is all you have to do, to make it real,

Then you wouldn't have to say, that you love me,

Cause I'd already know,

What would you do, if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,

That your love for me is real,

What would you say, if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,

Just by saying I love you,It's more than words,

It's more than what you say,

It's the things you do,oh yeah,

It's more than words, It's more than what you say,

It's the things you do,

oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,talk to you and make you understand,

All you have to do, is close your eyes,

And just reach out your hands, and touch me,

Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words, is all I ever needed you to show,

Then you wouldn't have to say, that you love me,

Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,

That your love for me is real,

What would you say, if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,

Just by saying I love you.....

To the teman that I mean the above lyrics to....thanks for still accepting me after knowing my dark past...

sajak buat seorang teman

2008-03-08T12:13:00.004+08:00

teman...

antara kita

sahabat bukan

kekasih pun bukan

ini lah rahsia antara kita

tika kita bersama

kita bagai di dalam dunia kita sendiri

kerapantan ini

tidak pernah kita bayangkan

apatah lagi

bagi teman-teman kita

kita tidak kelihatan bersama

malah persahabatan pun tidak

namun,

secara perkenalan tiba-tiba itu

terbina lah sebuah persahabatan

yang tidak disangkakan

"we can't wait to see each other again"

2008-03-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

I got my sight set on you and I'm ready to wait

I have a heart that will never be tamed

I knew you were something special

when you spoke my name

Now I can't wait to see you again

I've got a way of knowingwhen something is right

I feel like I must of know you in another life

'Cause I felt this deep connection

when you looked in my eyes

Now I can't wait to see you again

The last time I freaked outI just kept looking down

I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Leslie said

Oh she's just being Miley

The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart it can't rest till then

Oo oh Oo Oh I, I can't wait to see you again

I got this crazy feeling deep inside

When you called and asked to see me tomorrow night

I'm not a mind reader but I'm reading the signs

That you can't wait to see me again

The last time I freaked out

I just kept looking down

I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Leslie said

Oh she's just being Miley

The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart it can't rest till then

Oo oh Oo Oh I, I can't wait to see you again

I got my sight set on you and I'm ready to wait

The last time I freaked outI just kept looking down

I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout

Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Leslie said

Oh she's just being Miley

The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart it can't rest till then

Oo oh Oo Oh I, I can't wait to see you again

(See you again)

Oo oh Oo Oh I, I can't wait to see you again

i'm sick! i mean unwell...

2008-03-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

haiz...today i felt unwell after getting home after gone to BBDC to top up my account...when i got home, i sat at my sofa...then lie down on my sofa..then i fell asleep until i heard my door bell rang...haiz...

felt that i was going to fell sick...so i ate Panadol Extra....

dun want to catch a cold at this cold weather...so i took my Vitamin C...

my stomach was upset...so i ate Ducolax...

thanks to apit, yusri & fyz for being caring about me...thanks guys...=)

2008-02-29T13:08:00.002+08:00

some words to a guy:

stop intruding into my personal life...

stop asking about it...

will tell u if i find it appropriate...

u know who u are if u're reading this...!!

sajak buat seorang teman

2008-02-29T12:23:00.003+08:00

teman...

tahu memang lama

tapi kenal baru saja

namun kemesraan kita

bagai bertahun bersahabatan

di kala aku di bawah

kau membangkitkan semangatku
di kala aku di atas

kau melambungkan kegembiraanku

gurauan senda

sering menghiasi perbicaraan kita

menghilangkan segala kerisauan

menghapuskan segala kegelisaan

kau bagai cahaya

yang sering menyinar

lebih terang dari sang suria

namun...

bilakah akan dapatku balas segalanya

kau kurang menunjukkan kemuraman di hati

semangatmu sering melambung tinggi

kegembiraan dan keriangans

sering saja kelihatan

akan tetapi...

kala engkau perlu seseorang teman di sisi

akan ku hulurkan tangan buatmu

bersama kita mencari sinar yang pergi seketika itu

semoga dapat membangkitkan semula semangat dan keriangan mu...

written & read to on 140208

showed to on 150208

results!

2008-02-27T13:16:00.002+08:00

i just realise that my results are out...thanks to Azmi for telling me about the result....=)

here's my result...

BRAND DESIGN - A

(wow!i didn't expect this...)

MATHEMATICS IIA - B+

(haiz...i lost my A again...)

DATA COMMUNICATION SYSTEM - B+

(as i have expected..)

OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGRAMMING - C

(as i have expected too...i failed the 1st paper....just pass my lab test....but i guess i didn't get a D coz of my mini project....nice working with Mashafiz & Guang Sheng[peanut])

ANALOG COMMUNICATION SYSTEMS - C+

(as i have expected too...)

CIRCUIT ANALYSIS - C+

(as i have expected too...coz i failed the 1st paper badly...)

Now, i am waiting for my posting option (if its uE, telecom or computer)...hmm...now, i have to think about the next & last GEMs to take...hmm...maybe need discuss with Yus, Riyazad and Fyz...hmm..